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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

ATF and the AFT...{AFTermath}... [Part Deux]

So it's been a couple of days since ATF and I can already start to see God work in my life. But I can also see Satan fighting with his full force. This tells me two things. God is strong and strong in me, and Satan is ScArEd! So I ask for your prayers that I will remain strong in Him and He in me. The biggest part of the old me I'm trying to get rid of is the trashy music loving old me, I love Christian Rock, I have since I started going to church three years ago, but now it's empowering... I feel bad though because the only way I have of getting it is illegally and stealing from the bands. I have the Decyfer Down, Michael Gungor and the Comatose Cd's but not many others, no job= no Cd's... :-(
I've always liked Pillar and Superchic[k] and Red and Third Day and bands like that too... grrr, who invented money?! Anyway... I've been waking up early and reading my Bible and going to bed early to read it and spend time with God. One thing I've found about my alone time is when I have the MGB Cd playing I get distracted by the songs b/c I love the worship in it... I find myself three verses in and have this "lump" in my throat, its more like tears are trying to come out along with sounds of joy and happiness and other praises all at the same time and I feel like I'm going to burst when it happens!!!!!!!!! I've never had that feeling before. well... its time for me and Jesus again so I'll continue another time!

(I've memorized this)

I Timothy 4:12
Do not let people look down on you because you are young, but be an example for the believers, in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity

God Bless

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You woule be surprised at the people that learn a BIG lesson from the things you are saying on your blog. You would also be surprised that there are a lot of us that have been going through the exact same things you have described. I think I will spend some time alone with someone in the morning. I think you know what I mean. I love you like one of my own kids and after reading these things I have a lot more respect for you than I did in the past.